anyways, its really been so long since i've updated the blog.
somehow i just wonder who reads it anyways.

i just love the song deep and meaningless.
its always my favourite.
its a sad song, i know.
but it can express my feelings
"There are many things left to remind me,
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me"

sometimes i just wonder why is it always like that
that i have to fall into a deep deep hole, which i will take super long to climb back up again.
what a sucky feeling.
how can i get rid of these feelings?
and how silly of me to think that there's no ending to all these.

i can't because he might still have feelings for me. there is that sliver of a chance and while i know its probably not true, it makes it impossible to let go.
IT IS POSSIBLE TO LET GO!
spent a night talking to him about it again.
i have to get over and move on!
i voiced out how i felt all these months.
after we broke up.
so its actually all my wishful thinking. haha
just hope we can really still be friends.

TIME WILL HEAL GIRL!
i must be strong.
(: